Now that my love of my life is gone..I don't have a reason to smile anymore. All I do is feel sad.
I had everything...
he was perfect. The absoultely best boyfriend in the world. Now I just feel lonely and emo.
Now I'm just a broken hearted loser.
I re-read the e-cards he sent me...and the mails. They were perfect...
..now I just feel like I'm going to die. (not literally)
I just can't believe it happened to me...
..and I didn't cheat or lie to him. The kid that was doing stuff finally got caught. I feel relieved. That's out of the way. but him getting caught I had to pay the price for losing Thomas...
...*sigh*
I hate love again, and I'll never love again. In 20 years from now I"ll still be saying the same thing. I can promise you that.
oh well love just wasn't meant for me. I knew it. I shouldn't even have been born.
Why did I live? to feel pain, depression and anger? It's hard to do anything when your sad all the time....he didn't want to hurt me..but he is. By him leaving me I don't have a reason to feel that I want to wake up in the morning....
but I'll make it. I'll have to...I just pray for a better tomorrow..
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